heart & soul

just a thought

2009-12-18T11:49:00.004+08:00

this should be a very fruitful year where people around me ranging from ordinary schoolmates to my bosom friends, too-close sisters and cousins got into a relationship..
shouldnt b surprise, but it happens just-too-frequent

i wondering how many still left in the list of singled..
how many have happily entered the coupled one..
and of course, who has changed their status into married..
so, which list are you in?

Christmas just around the corner, so i wish everyone have a happy and unforgettable Christmas..

Dailies

2009-12-18T11:17:00.003+08:00

Abandoned blog : Welcome back!

so, it's quite a period i stop updating my blog..
i have gone for quite sometimes and now i m back to share what i got within this period..

i think most of ppl know that v can get free "The Sun" from any LRT Station and nearby 7e..
but it's depend which area..through my exp that only those early birds able to get this FOC dailies..
especially at Hang tuah LRT station, the one with Monorail station..

it's a thin yet loaded-with- info's newspaper..well, at the very least it is very suitable for person like me..
(i do not manage to finish the newspaper i bought)
i am not that fluent in English and tend to make myself more proficient in this language..
so i decided to follow the old saying that reading helps improve language..

so, i scanned through the pages and some catchy headlines caught my attention..
in fact, it's true that reading something u like, understandable and interesting will make your life a little bit more special..

December, the month in which the issues of AIDS/HIV are so hot..
interestingly, someone wrote about the sensitivity of media in AIDS/HIV reporting..
undeniable, media is the most powerful weapon in changing or controlling public thoughts or perception of matters..
i like one of those sentences used - pen is mightier than the sword..
it's just so true..newspaper headlines always carry those eye-soaring words like HIV Carrier, HIV victims....
those words do not help the current situation, in contrast, they victimised those in need of support and help and made them feel so vulnerable..
so, be sensitive and compassionate..AIDS cannot be cured but can be treated..

by ckhoe

2009-11-05T18:17:00.007+08:00

I was here

life philosophy, kononnya

2009-06-25T23:47:00.003+08:00

life started to be very busy with all school's stuffs
being assigned to organise a outdoor learning trip is definitely not a easy task
with the Malaysian-too-many-procedures way of handling things
my much-too-precious time is being dragged
loads of books left untouched on my table
trip's proposal left not finished typing in my notebook
approval letters left unsigned in the bag
too much to deal with...
but i prefer life filled with works
it is rather a good experience in organising a trip
it is wonderful to involved in an exhibition
i learned things

now, i seriously understand that a smart person is
a person which can bring up the whole society in VI and being targeted as the 4.0 scorer
admire though, it will be my target too

a teacher of mine told me,
Life is not about in the fastest lane, but it is about in the best lane

don't speed in the journey called life !

5B's reunion - GREAT!

2009-06-21T17:11:00.002+08:00

i went for my class reunion yst to...obviously reunion with my
too-long-never-meet-friends..
i should say that the reunion had end up with P.H.G 's reunion..
we had it at Teo's house at Bandar Bukit Puchong..
is a new house..too nice to see n live..

everyone can drive fairly well, i was so depressed by their driving skills..
thanks kah yung for fetching..
phun, teo n ming hoe speed on highway..
wilfred n kahyung lost while following teo's car to his house..
haiz..why speed? end up by waiting each other only...

i dare to say each n everyone of them changed..
more mature? more gentlemen?
of course not.. semua masih 'pai kia' look (term used by PHG)
then, we also talk about the marriage..
the result is wilfred n khailoo will get marry first
xuefeng n phun will b the last but first in having their children

we hav an outsider- chiliang
he talks more than last time i met him
more talkative (after joining us)

things end at 10++
thanks ming hoe for fetching

overall, v hav a great time tgt..
phg alwaz phg
5b alwaz 5b
wish all of u happy alwaz

Be Victorian

2009-05-16T20:56:00.002+08:00

w/o any notification, a week flew past..
it had been a busy yet fulfilling week..
and of course, i m completely healed..

life in VI was not as bad as i had imagined..

At the beginning, i was so unwilling to study in tat school..
but somehow, for now, the school had changed me a little..

many kinds of different things tat i able to try in VI
bringing hand phones to school
using it all the time
eat in the class which is legal
explore a real miscarried foetus in the very ancient bio lab
got the chance to c how their prefects look like (monster)
just too convenient to go to the too-near shopping mall

too many to discover, to explore, to test
a very different kind of school life although i m still in blue n white uniform

orientation for all lower sixes coming next Monday
i got to noe tat orientation will b very worse
mentally n physically involved, may b
wonder whether is their tradition to bully newcomers?
guess so..

anyway, if free, come for the VI carnival on 30th of may
the band performance on the night of 31th of may till 12 midnight

in btw..today 16 th of may is Teachers' Day
i would like to wish all the teachers
Happy Teacher's Day!!!

worst after all

2009-05-09T14:27:00.003+08:00

no more waiting..
no things will change..

too sad to say..
how's the feeling of dream shattering into pieces..
how frus will it be..
it will be the feeling of mine now..

unbelievably painful
unexpectedly disappointed
a sudden emptiness in the torso
a unmeasurable-deep hole in the future
a hazed-blur vision for tomorrow

sorry to my beloved ones,
for not giving u all the best mothers' n fathers' day present

sorry for the supportive ones,
for not fulfilling the hope of urs in me

sorry for wei gee,
for ur glass-like dream shattered into millions pieces..

silent, the best remedy,
be absolute quite to listen to the roar of the heart

cry, the best response,
to distract me a little while

tears, the best transport,
the transportation for frus n disappointment

Be tough_it's not the end of ur days

waiting for...

2009-04-14T12:48:00.003+08:00

daily routine...
waiting for..

the sun to shine through my window
my phone alarm to ring
my heavy eyelids to open
a same call from the same person in the same time(mum)

my meals to cook(brunch time)
some freaky ideas to pop out(for today's activity)
my favourite songs to be chosen by the DJ
the new story book i read to be finished (eclipse)

the unexpected visit from whoever
the msgs from friends
the msgs from hotlink
the time to call some friends up

my favourite shows on tv
the postman to bell my bells
the package i should receive this month

the confirmation letter for Scholarship
the offer letter for form 6
the miracles to occur(study overseas)

the time to past quietly
the night to fall
the rain to drizzle
the tiredness to fill me

while
waiting for
the unconsciousness to hit me
i'm waiting eagerly for
the coming of tomorrow(hope it will b more interesting than today)
the coming of future
the coming of tomorrow's sun to break today's darkness

Life's mostly about waiting..
we are waiting for things to happen..
we are for the time to respond..

try to sit n think..how many things are u waiting for..
u will find out there is more than u think..

farewell

2009-04-03T20:59:00.002+08:00

say goodbye to my kindergarten
bye to my colleagues
bye to jonathan too

today early in the morning, i went to my kindergarten to collect my salary..
n the chance to bid a farewell with those ppl
gloomy i could say..

bought him a doggy so that he can remember me well..
some accessories to all the teachers..
got a chance to meet the new teacher..
an Indian lady who looks very inactive..
pity my son who under her guidance

surprisingly, my son's mummy had prepared a present for me..
unexpected.. it is a black fur-ly sweater
(looks expensive)
i think she thought that i going overseas to pursue my study..
well i might need it some day
so touch when it is handed to me..
immediately, the song of ' hei sei mao yi' by Jay Chou played in my mind..
is so familiar with me cos the 1st farewell closely related to this song..
it attached with a picture where me n jonathan took during his bday

tears almost flow out my eyes when i walked out the kindergarten..
he is standing at the gate, watching me away with my car..
although he showed nonchalant when i came
his innocence made him couldn't understand my leaving..
i should say that he don't even know that i am leaving
he only thought that i m taking some kind of leave n will b back soon

i cant explain much
just hope that he will be fine in every matters
will miss him always..

JPA scholarship interview session

2009-04-03T20:02:00.003+08:00

first of all, i have to express my happiness due to the YPC ceremony..
haha.. gained a lot from there.. as if financial part la..n also SBS's face la..
tat day all our straight A's scorers 'qiong sai mian' dy
so our enemy(opposite of selatan) stand aside la..
cheh.. berlagak here..haha..

the day after the ceremony was the result of the jpa s/s interview name lists..
with all the luck, i got it..
so i was busy preparing for the 'insane' interview session..
had cracked my head on thinking n predicting what will they ask
i even resigned instantly once i knew the news
(caused me to receive only half-month salary..kinda sad)

i wondered whether is lucky or unlucky
to get the first day of the interview session week n be the first batch of candidates
so i got no really much time to prepare myself
internally n externally

spent 2-3 days to finish 3 months newspaper
so that i m equipped with the current issues
spent bout 60 bucks for pair of heels
spent my heart n soul to just make myself to look perfect tat day

the tip of the interview is confidence..
means even u got a kinda hard q or u really have no idea with it
u still need to be confident to twist n turn the q n answer it
it so called 'qiang chi dou li' in mandarin

after the overall preparation, finally i m standing at the lobby of pusat konvensyen antarabangsa Putrajaya..is a kinda nice building..
wondered who is the architect..(from top view is like the bird nest in China)
CROWDED with parents n candidates..
there is 17 rooms with 3 panels each
n each room will have 25 candidates..
n pls notes that the amount above only for morning session..
thousand butterflies in my stomach i could say..

candidates arranged according the bday..
i was in room 3..
met lots ppl who have the same bday with me..
mostly girls..charming ones..
(interested?can have their no. from me)

Q & A
introduction started..
never talk much cos i was the second one
but still talk more than the first girl
they are 5 of us, n i got to know tat one girl is the tennis representative from perlis
one of them is the president of more 3 society n clubs
(i surrendered..i have nothing compared to them)

continued with discussion on topic of obesity,
a health-related topic surely a piece of cake for all of us who wanted to pursue our study in dentistry, medicine n pharmacy..
kinda fun session as i talk a lot n 'heat' up the room
instead of saying i m talkative, why not using the word of extrovert..

so where u wish to study, kee?
anywhere the JPA give..answered w/o hesitant
even local?
of course..answered in higher pitch as if the panels are deaf
India also?
why not?! it will be the best place for practical!
answered less than 1 sec n ended with a board smile..

so why u want to be a dentistry?
i want to be a dentist specialise in orthodontics
cos i want to help ppl to rebuild and regain their self-confidence through their appearance
for me, smile is the greatest weapon in our life
n it represent the confidence we have
so i think is pretty important to confident in doing everything
answered in one shot..
we can see it from u.. the panels answered me back..
(from starting, i non stop smiling to give the best impression)
sweat'''

if u have been ask to be prime minister for a week, what the one thing u will do?
(gosh!kinda hard q) (not allowing to simply create an answer like juz now)
i chose to enhance the education system..
by settling the science n maths in English matter..
so i explained why is it so vital to start from education
n shared my own experiences to support the fact
n ended with ' don think about the diff that can divide us but drill in the commonalities that can unite us, n the similarity will b our education' (stole from Pak Lah's speech)
(panels seemed to impress by my words or i perasan?)not sure..hehe

ended the entire session again with a charming, broad, cheerful n sweet smile..
then a thank you to them
am i flirt a lot?
i am not..
smile = confidence

so smile always ya! =)

need a lot more to be desired

2009-03-15T21:42:00.003+08:00

yesterday i went to KLCC for education fair with len wei n jin mun
we went there by jin mun's dad car
but we need to go home by public transport..

in three of us, i was the only one who have the experience to take the putra lrt
thus, i became the tour guide to window shopping b4 we reach the station

the platform n the counter of putra lrt were so crowded
may b because the exhibition has ended at 6 n ppl finished working at 6 too
there are more than 5 ticket machine, all is in long queue
there are 3-4 counters, they were all in long queue
every queue is in u-shaped
we fed up looking at this
so decided to take bus
we reached the bus stop but no idea which bus to take n which bus stop should we go
(another bus stop is opposite us)
waited for few minutes, we decided to cross the wide road to the other side
more buses there
then we saw a familiar 114 to maluri
the driver suggest us to waited at the other side coz his bus just came from maluri
then we got down, len wei n jin mun got the ticket, i don have
again we ran across the road
we noticed many eyes were staring at us
malu betul

have waited bout 1 hours plus, the bus haven reached
raining some more
we were wet n tired
then, made up our mind to take taxi
first taxi refused to send us to maluri,
same as the second, third and Fourth taxi
under this condition, 3 of us started to scold bad words
it was 7++
at last we took lrt(still long queue)
reached home bout 8++
i missed teo's bday party :(

kualu lumpur city centre
here is where all Malaysians proud of?
all the tourists satisfy of?

mad with SCHOLARSHIP

2009-03-15T21:26:00.002+08:00

these few days, i am busy with all the applications for scholarship
it was a tiring job as i have to face the comp for few hours
searching for all kinds of scholarships
reading all kinds of terms n conditions
filling all my personal information

almost fed up doing this
i scared to miss any of the scholarships
but ended up i only apply for JPA
the most suitable one
it allows me to study overseas
n pay for all my expenses(living cost, tuition fee, facilities)
i prayed so hard for it..

for ppl who which to pursue engineering
pls visit to shell and petronas websites
their offers are so tempting
for those who wish to enrol in business-related courses
pls have a look at all bank's websites..

don't waste the chance if u can study w/o paying a penny
n ur future is assured..
wish me the best of luck :p

first step to success

2009-03-13T16:26:00.006+08:00

this is a week where many things happen..
for me..it was like a dream..
a dream where i never ever expect to be happened..
10 of march, i sat for my driving test for the second time..
time passed faster then i thought..
i only spent about few minutes to do all the tasks..
and passed..

then i was wondering the reason for me to fail in the first test..
all is about calmness..
thank God for the calmness i had..

the heart-attacked week continued with the event i have long-waited all this while..
12 of march, spm results have revealed..
the night before was a sleepless night to me..
not only me i guess..
is all the form 5 students of 2008..
worries, stress, fear.....flooded my mind..
my tiny brain kept playing with all the possible and impossible..

the next morning, i woke up quite early..
waiting impatiently..
actually had promised khai loo to go her house..
but at last i pleased my mum to stay with me n accompany me to school..

on the way to school, right in front of RHB Bank..
i received a call from len wei..
"hello, u reach dy?" i asked with a shaking tone
"U GOT STRAIGHT A1!" she shouted emotionally..(like after crying)
i was dumbfounded at tat moment..
my hands were shivering non-stop..
i turned to my mum who was listening the conversation..
she was panic too..
she immediately stop the car at the road side..
we were shocked to hear tat..
at the same time i received a msg from wilfred saying the same thing..

without hesitation, we rushed to the school..
i was like a fly who its head had broken..
looking for my result slip..
i told myself not to believe any words of others
or receive any compliments from others b4 i confirm my result with my own eyes

then i saw Puan Nafisah walked down the stage, holding a stack of fails..
i made my way to her..
"teacher, i am kee wei gee."
"can i have my result slip"
she looked st her list n she got my name..
"kee wei gee, sebelas A"
"o..sebelas A1"
then pn G who is holding the slip asked me "ada hutang tak"
what a lame question la at that moment..
i just want my slip..

she handed it to me..
i looked at the slip from top to bottom..
my lips started to curve upwards
i ran towards my mum as fast as i could
n hugged her with all my might
shouting to her "i get all A1"
then, i was like lost controlled..crying like hell in the crowd
i wished to stop but i just cant help myself..
tears flew out as how happiness flooded me..
i cant even find a word to describe the 'me'

'congratulations' kept roaring in my ears..
but somehow i told myself that there is nothing for u to b over happy
because i just move the first step of succeed..
there is still a long way for me to go on
there still need more and more of my hard work n endurance to continue the journey..

however, it was an unforgettable moment in my life..
it's good to celebrate with all my ma chi
they also passed with flying colours..

the enjoyment was temporary
after all we still need to back to our battle
so here i wish all the best to everyone..
may u n me have the strenghts to complete it..
we deserve what we work hard for..

time is gold

2009-03-01T13:39:00.004+08:00

i just viewed on ppl's blogs..
n i found out most of them are lazy to blog..
honestly..me too..

this morning, i opened my eyes at 8.30am
feeling weird to wake up so early
then covered up my face with a pillow
then fall sleep again..
the next time i opened my eyes
it was 9.30am
i got up from my bed with laziness

after finished my breakfast,
i sat in my living room comfortably, reading newspaper
all is about politics..
what a boring topic..
just criticising each other
what a childish group?!

then, i noted there are some news about scholarships n study fair..
these are what i am concerned about..
looking at all the news,
simply a thought appeared in my mind,
y my life now seems so meaningless?
because i am not studying?
or because everyone has started their school life
while i am still here wasting my time in other matters..

i really hard to live w/o studying?
i hate the feeling of letting the time past just like the water flows out of the tap..
non-stop, no returns, no backwards, no aims....
feeling down,
looking at all my buddies who now get nearer and nearer to their goals,
who are now enjoying their moments in colleges, searching for knowledge..
my life is dull..

by comforting myself, i can do something which i think is meaningful..
what can i do other than study now..
knowledge which i gained will follow me along my life journey
but meeting friends, blogging, surfing are only entertainments which give me short-term pleasure
i wonder i can learn new stuff to upgrade myself
yet is difficult to get it start

i really wanted to study badly..
may be is because my goal aren't easy to achieve..
it needs doubled hard work, doubled concentration
for me, it also need more time in order to achieve..

Time is gold
no more hanging here n there aimlessly,
is the time for me to restart my engine which had rest for 3 months

spm result will be revealed soon..
waited impatiently at the ache of my high-school-life

Indulged in bread/cake

2009-02-28T18:17:00.004+08:00

my voice getting better..
i can speak nicely..

don't really know what happen to me these days..
i like bread very much..
the bread seduction is extremely powerful...

almost everyday i eat bread..
all kinds of bakery i should say..
bread, cake, puff, loaf, tart....

i can even just eat plain Gardenia bread w/o any jam on it..
then....end up with a rise in my weight..
again..is time to diet..

Voice-less

2009-02-25T15:33:00.002+08:00

have been sick for few days..
sore throat become worst..
cough until my voice lost..

now..i only have a low, rough and sexy voice..
very difficult to speak..
coz ppl cannot catch my words..

in the kindergarten,
i can't teach..
i can't sing..

hope i can recover soon..
(if not i can't scold the kids properly)

happy or sad?

2009-02-23T17:11:00.007+08:00

just come back from my test..
should say just come back from leisure mall..
celebrate with someone who passed without expectation.. :(

RESULTS:
LIM KIAN WEE - PASSED ALL(unexpected)
LENG YUN SONG - FAILED BUKIT (unexpected also coz he do what ming hoe did)
TAN YENG JYE - FAILED BUKIT ('the stupid hand brake can't put down' she blamed)
KEE WEI GEE - PASSED BUKIT but........FAILED PARKING
(what a funny case)
malu betul :( uncle said no one will fail parking..among 10 may b got one la..
so uncle i m the sesat one lo...

what is happening..
i did so well in the bukit test..
it was 100%perfect..
then do the parking happily..
wow..i entered the petak nicely n the tester also very puas hati with my performance..
WHO KNOWS!!!!
suddenly when i reversed,
PLLLLAAAAAGGGGGG!!!!!
my heart broken..
the world turned into darkness..
2 STUPID POLES DROPPED!!
then a wave of depression engulfed me..
i turned and looked at the tester..
the tester still gave me a perfect smile like just now..
but this time her hand was up and waved at me..
so i KANDAS..
so disappointed..
my sifu some more expect me to pass..he also kena from me..
U FAILED PARKING!!!ALAMAK!!!
there also a guy told me..failure is the mother of success(Cantonese version)
that guy passed all le..of course u said so..

yun song pula reversed 3 times on the hill..
i queued behind him..
so when i saw this i was so worry..
he so pro still will fail?
and at last the tester can't bear it dy..
ask him to come down from the car..
then he FAILED..
honestly, he failed i got a little bit happy
coz if i failed still have somebody same with me..ha ha
before the test, he was so confident with himself..
see..this is what happen when u too confident with something..
i confident with my parking while he confident at his bukit..
end up with failure..

yeng jye failed due to the hand brake..
she told the tester it is spoil..
then after 3 minutes can't put the brake down..
she FAILED..
then the tester did it for her and try to tell her is no problem..
she damn angry with it..

as a conclusion, remember the following plat number..
9922..
coz ming hoe, yun song, yeng jye failed bukit coz of this car..
so pass this important msg to those who going for test or retest..
if u get this car, come down and request to change..
MUST!!
If not u will like them..
I am not joking..
2000 and 8760 are good car..
try them la..

oh ya..we all past the on the road test with 'flying colours'..ha ha
our next test will be on 10 march..
so let's wait and see.. :(

special post for Ah Phun

2009-02-22T12:43:00.002+08:00

knowing that u will not be viewing my blog until u come back from Australia,
i wanna to say thank you very much..
for those precious n skillful comments u gave me..
i read it n going to choose one to do..
what u say i have put in my little head..
so pass or not u will know later on..
thanks so much for spending ur time here for me..
thanks also for ur support..

And lastly..wish u have an awesome trip in Australia..
don't forget to bring back a kangaroo if possible..
also souvenirs for all ur MA CHI..yea :p

ALIGATOR GOZAEMAZ!!!

I am on FIRE

2009-02-21T17:53:00.002+08:00

PIG LA..STUPID..SESAT..DONKEY LA..SHIT LA.. *&%^#@$#%^&*%^@&*!%!$
Pls forgive my rudeness coz I AM NOW ON FIRE..
for a minute..
let me calm down first..

i just come back from my last last last driving lesson before the test which will be held on monday..
it was a 2 hours lesson..
and guess what i am doing in this precious two hours..
i only keep repeating the 'bukit'..
damn it..
what so hard about it har!
make me repeating it again and again under the hot burning weather..
why ppl can make the wheel enter 100% in the stupid yellow line..
well i only can make it for 50% enter..
although it considered pass but is RISKY..
it makes me need to put my hand brake as high as possible..
then again i can't put back down my hand brake..
what is this..

i practice it so hard dy..
i am very tired now..
the only thing i can do
is to pray to all GODS in the world..
let me do it the best on monday..
may i always in my best condition..
may i always have the calmness, the bravery and the confidence
i just can't fail the test..
after 19-hours-lesson, i pay more than others do..
i learn more than others..

WANTED - 'P' License

2009-02-19T21:42:00.002+08:00

to pass in the driving practical test is equally hard to get straight 'A' in SPM..
RM 150 if u failed one of the test..
INSANE!!!

but.. haha.. i haven't take the test yet.. haha..
i will facing it on 23 Feb..

today is my last training lesson n i still weak in the 'bukit' test..
i am so dumb as i can't put down the hand brake every time after i pull it up with all my might..
because i scare the car reverse.. :(

anyway, i going to do my best to save that 150 bucks..
kinda nervous now..

so..for those who read my blog..
pls kindly donate your bravery and confidence to me..
if you are using the cheque..
pls write the date correctly..
i do not need an expired 'bravery' n 'confidence'..
pray for me..

Lie to myself

2009-02-19T21:29:00.003+08:00

16 should be the day i awaited for so long..
however it became my history faster than i thought of..
still...
i want to wish myself...
Happy an-impossible-2nd-anniversary!
it was nothing more than a usual day..

Single on Valentine's Day

2009-02-19T21:00:00.003+08:00

This year, again i labelled myself as "single" but "not available"..
because at this moment...

i need freedom more than being controlled..
i need future more than today..
i need concentration in study more than relationship..
i need to enjoy life of single more than coupled..
i need to being loved more than to love..
i need friendship more than B&G relationship..
i need friends more than lover..
i need to wash off more than to restart..

Thus, do not blame me if i did not receive your love..
to be honest, i am selfish..
but still i am not ready..
or i should say i do not deserve it..

However, it was a beautiful night for me..
as it is simple but filled me with happiness n laughter..
nothing is better than the present..

Thanks for making me the star of yours..
i appreciate very much..

With lotz love..

I'm back!

2009-02-17T19:10:00.007+08:00

too long never update my blog..ha ha..because i quite busy these day..where to start my story?

i think have to start from new year..i stopped blogging when is near the Chinese new year..

erm..this year considered a very special year for me because my dad is not celebrating the new year with us..he now still at overseas..honestly i miss him very much..think seriously, is important that there is a man in ur house..whatever happens will be solved very soon n things seem to be very easy when my dad was around in Malaysia..

did u all knows the feng shui stuff for 2009?the zodiac stuff? my zodiac is goat/sheep/lamb (not sure what they call in English but is 'yang' in Chinese)..so the zodiac of cow is against the goat..theoretically they said that the goat will very bad luck this year..the goat also got the last position in the lucky star list..so i actually believe the saying but i believe myself more..

but after the heavy rain at my housing area just now, i sit n think n flash back matters had happened since 1/1/2009..the saying is true..
on the first day of 2009, which is also the first day my dad left Malaysia, the mosaic on the wall of my house broken, it caused me n my mum to busy for 2 weeks just to renovate it..how sad..the first day of the year...

the thing is we will be so busy about the renovation because we seldom get involved in this matter when my dad still in Malaysia..that was the time i started to know how important is my daddy to my family..as time goes, my fridge also 'boycotted' my mum..it malfunctioned the week before new year..again we had to run around kl to survey the price n the model of the fridge we wanted.. the new fridge just officially used yesterday..

one more thing..it happened at the week after new year..it was a moonless night with a heavy rain outside, i went into my room.. suddenly i heard the sound of water dripping..at the end i found out that my ceiling have a small hole n is terrible where the rain water dripped from the roof top until my new ikea cupboard through that stupid hole.. until this moment we haven settle the problem as we do not know what to do..so now i have to put a pail in my room..pity rite?

back to today..that heavy rain i mentioned just now spoiled my TV due to the lightning..so scary..so now i have to survive without TV for few weeks..it might burn a hole in my pocket as the new plasma TV or LCD are not cheap..what else can i do now other than believing i am 'sui' this year..

for all the ppl who has the same zodiac with me, remember to wear more clothes in green colour n wear the jade jewelleries as the colour can improve our luck this year..told by a famous feng shui sifu from Hong Kong..

believe it or not? is up to u..

car driving lesson 1

2009-01-17T13:50:00.002+08:00

SCARY..i have juz finish my first & second car driving lesson with Uncle Woo..
Phew!! It was like a nightmare..
4 in the evening, without telling me, uncle ask me to sit at the driver site and start my first car driving session..
At first, i was so scared and refused to drive..but still i made it..
honestly, i very proud of myself once i finish the lesson..ha ha..pai seh ar..
i drive from my house to kajang - laluan A - surfine institut - ampang - pandan indah - MRR2 - my house again..WOW!!
phew!!! It was crazy to drive on the highway..ha ha..
till now i still got no confidence in me..
WEAKNESS 1 - only know to 'touch' the brake pedal, don't know how to 'press' uncle said so =(
WEAKNESS 2 - don't know how to turn the steering wheel nicely when come to a turning my stupidest part
WEAKNESS 3 - don't know which gear for which kind of situations uncle said change gear only i change, i very cacat, always cant recall the gear before that, so most of the time also asking uncle " until which gear already ar?" =p
actually still got a lot but very malu to say all.. ha ha..
first time ma..ha ha..anyway it was fun and it gives me a new experience and don't know how..
i feel i have grow up..big girl loo..can drive dy..ha ha..=p sesat =)

Flllluuuuu!!!

2009-01-14T16:03:00.003+08:00

not feeling well these day..
attacked by flu..
in the kindergarten, all the kids are sick..
some of them flu, fever, cough....then the virus attacked me..
pity le!!
so tired..n everyday i need medicine to control my mucus from dripping down..
so..i hope i can recover soon..=(

kids, kids, kids

2009-01-14T15:45:00.002+08:00

know wat guys, things around me all this while is about kids..

on 5 jan i found a job at a kindergarten named sarjana jaya..

my job is to take care of a child aged 3 who has a very high pitched voice..

i used to call him Jonathan..

he is a superb cute boy especially when he talks..

of course he is very playful la..

i be very good with him and he too..very good to me..

he will say "teacher!teacher!no!no!" when i want to enter the classroom because he still want to play in the garden..

ha ha..the funniest thing is that he will follow me whenever i go, very "stick" to me..

then.....the whole kindergarten's ppl try to make fun on us..by saying that he is my boyfriend..

if got the chance, i will post his picture to show u my "anak angkat".

My First

2009-01-10T11:15:00.000+08:00

Hi! Everybody! surprise? when u are looking at this, pls do remember to close mouth as ur saliva will wet ur keyboard. no need to "wow" or surprise that weigee also have a blog. haha. honestly i also feel weird to create my own blog. haha. may b most of u will ask y. to answer, i will say i wan to b "in" a bit. haha. no la. actually is to always keep in contact with all my dear friends. after leaving the school, i miss u guys so much especially all my ex-children (zhu's family), my "neighbour" and so on... my ex-husband. err.. actually i got too much things to share but since this is MY FIRST time of blogging. so giv me smtime to cope with it. haha. as u know, i m slow in using all the technology stuff especially computer. haha. don't laugh at me ar. sure there will b more & more & more bout the wonky geew.......